Why am I attracted to MEN? I'm 16...?

Hi guys... so I know this sounds kind of bad, but just hear me out. ok, Idk why but I love MEN, I'm going into sophomore year in hs, and so far I only think the juniors and seniors are hot. I just love older men idk why.. and I dated someone who's turning 20 now.. idk I just find that more matured/developed guys are soooo hot, also the fact that they're not a teen anymore and can drive and smoke and have their own places is hot.. Help me :( I'm not a slut I promise! saving till marriage. just tell me why I'm like this...