I am still lost as far as why I would marry a man who is a bum? I thought he could be a diamond in the ruff an?

d, and like a fool I married him in hopes he would change, but lately I have been reading poverty is a curse and if I married a poor man out of compassion, mabe it was satan in disquise? I was doing well until I met him, because of him I stay on a poverty level, yet my needs are met due to my faith, and trust in God, but the marriage is so dead, he has his own room and me mine, I pay the rent and he pays the utilities, yet I am so lonely, and so tired of being married to him, I don't love him, no intimacy, no communication, no money, no fun, bored, but God says not to divorce, I am so confused?